MY OWN KIND OF THERAPY

I plan on writing here some as often as i can. I only have internet on my cell phone, so we will see how much i can do on here. Since i just started yesterday i dont think anyone will be reading anything i say yet. By the way, how do i get people to read mine?! I feel like everything is so broken in our lives right now, and we are struggling so much with many things. Ive been praying for a while now that GOD will show me what to do or how to be- so far, im not sure HE has gotten back to me on that, or im not sure i understood if HE did. Thats what scares me- if HE is trying to tell me and im just not understanding yet, will HE just give up on trying to get it through to me? In my heart i know GOD will continue to show me until well HE hits me in the face with it, to be blunt. But sometimes i think, if i were telling the same person over and over and they still were not listening, i would give up! So we are all lucky that i am not GOD! in a way i hope that by writing and hopefully getting a little feedback that this will be a kind of therapy for me. As silly as that might sound. I believe GOD works through HIS followers in so many ways.

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1st Blog

My very first blog- I'm sure I will get the hang of this after a couple.  For now, I guess I'll just write a little about my family.  I've been married to my husband Adam for 2 years now- Yes, his name is Adam West (Batman).  That's how everyone remembers him.  We have a son Aaron who will be 18 months in just a couple of weeks.  Even though we were told my pregnancy would be considered 'high risk' it was a relatively easy pregnancy.  I was sick all but about 5 weeks of it though.  And, due to complications Aaron arrived 7 weeks early by c-section.  He was in the NICU for 8 days.  We were told he would have to stay for 6-7 weeks, so 8 days was nothing compared to what we had thought.  His lungs were much stronger than they originally thought, and he pulled every breathing and feeding tube out himself.  They very quickly realized he could do everything a full- term baby could- he was just very small at 4 lbs. 13 oz. and 17 3/4 inches long, he was all muscle!  I think of him as a little miracle from God!  God knew Aaron would need to be strong to be that small.  Now he is 23 lbs. and doing great!  No signs of prematurity.  He has done things and picked up on things quicker that what we were told he would.  We have had our share of emergency visits with him over the last year and a half though; ear tubes, allergies, pneumonia to name a few.  But, he is amazing and has not had any complications from them much.  Hmm... like I said 'everything I write will most likely all be about Aaron' and it was...