Ughhh, looking for a job for over 3 months now STINKS- Just FYI!!! I'm sure part of the reason it's taking so long is because I'm looking for something other than what I've done for the last 4 1/2 years. I was forced to come to terms that I should no longer work in child care. My doctor has advised me of this for 4 years now. I have been stubborn (Who me?).
Sidetrack- Since Aaron was born, I have been completely afraid of sending him off to school/ daycare without me being across the hall from him. I've done so much better with this since he started attending a half day in a Pre-K class that is part of the school district. Seriously, to allow him to do this was HUGE for me! However, I know that he needs to be there to help with his behavior from what they are calling Emotional and Social issues- they think from not having his father around more than 2-3 times a year has greatly effected this. Hopefully, in another year and a half he can be ready for a regular kindergarten class when he's 5.
When I left my job in March I decided now would be a good time to listen to my doctors and start looking for an office position again. I've had some interviews and they all seem to go well and seem promising, but then I'm told they've gone with someone else who has held office jobs more recently. It's very frustrating! I know I can do it! Nothing I have applied for requires degrees or anything that is above what I can do. I'm continuing to pray that someone will give me a chance- soon. Maybe I'm wrong for asking God the 'soon' part. My funds are quickly running out, so I can't help but to ask for a time frame even if I shouldn't tell God what is best. Tomorrow I have the fun task of finding a way to keep my phone turned on, Yippee!
On another note- I should get to see my very sweet, adorable guy this weekend! He's attending his niece's wedding in Arlington. It's been a little over 3 months since seeing him, and I didn't realize how difficult in the beginning it would be to go so long between our dates. It will be a very short trip for him this time, flying in Saturday just in time for the wedding and leaves super early Monday morning. Hopefully, his family won't mind sharing him just a little while on Sunday :)
